THANK YOU SWEET JESUS LORD ALMIGHTY FOR THROWING ME A BONE. The guy i like likes me back and he hates all these other girls that are like all over him ))) except for me. i am all over him, but in a good way that he likes. so like yeah my brother is finally back from the place that i could not mention perviously which i like to call 28 days of adventure. But yeah life is actually liveable for the moment so yeah. love and peace homies i gots to go i will be back soonish.

I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate life. it sucks a whole lot of crap flavored otter pops. first my brother is at a place that i cannot say, my best friend and i had a humongous fight, the boy i like likes someone else, and the guys i don't like like me AND i am behind in spanish. ECKKKK. The only thing that keeps me going is my memories from SAKURA-CON. that was totally frickin sweet since i didnt have a full meal for about four days because i was running off of adrenaline!!! It was tight.

LIFE BITES. my father is such a douche. He gets all mad at me for dropping off a freaking book at a friend's house. I wasnt even the one who brought fuckin weed into the house and tried to grow it. I also wasn't the one who mixed slepping pills with alcohol and almost died. THAT you can get mad at. But dropping a BOOK off at a FRIEND'S HOUSE?!?!?!?
fuck THAT shit. At least i can't get arrested for that. No more mr. nice daughter. the bitch hath been released on him...

Oh, yeah, and my heather costume is sweet.

'nough said

PEACEEE

hey yeah so i saw watchmen. i have fully filled my blue penis quota forever. very much disturbing and awkward. i have a lot of work to do on my heather costume for sakura-con and much sewing and possibly hair cutting is needed. Plus much confusion in other areas. like sleeping arrangements. very, very, very complicated. and angering and everyone is mad at each other about it.HELPPP.

i thought that for once in the face of absolute terror, i could be strong. Thought that even though no one could help me, i would be able to make it on my own. But with my friends, i don't need to try. The troubles aren't there anymore. Thanks guys. You have saved me in more ways than you could possibly imagine. I don't know where i would be or even if i would be without you.